I wonder if this is the right thing.
I wonder if maybe we should just try a little longer.
I love him. I just really love him.
Our air conditioning is broken. It has been broken for four days now. I am miserable. Funny, even with a fur coat Charlie doesn’t seem to notice.
I think about escaping this heat, just driving to get some ice cream or something with the kids, and then I remember that the car is at the shop. The air conditioning in the car doesn’t work, either. And the bearings need to be replaced, or it won’t pass inspection. So we are stuck here.
When The Man told me how much all of this was going to cost to fix everything, I burst into tears.
This is the worst summer ever. I thought it was going to be awesome.
Last night I cried myself to sleep.
This morning I woke up and my first thought was Charlie…
I wonder how long it will be like that.
I wonder how long it will take for him to be adopted.
I wonder how long I will be sad like this.